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| 04:08pm 07/04/2003 |
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WOW i havent seen a snow day in oooo about 1 month... and really i dont care cuz a snow day means only 2 good things.. no school and u get to sleep in, i havent gone out all day its boring as hell in this house. ive eatin only about a million and 2 pretzles in my life haha and im eating more right now yumm. it really pisses me off smetimes.. the day i was supposed to go to the zoo:( im so upset its ok we will go on a nicer day rach im sorry u got up this morning only to find out that theres no school lol that i must admit is kinda funny:)OO GUESS WHAT MY MOMMY MADE A CAKE!!! damn im gonna be fat from dat shit lol ne ways i ahvent written in a while and i guess theresa good reason for that i dont have ne thing to write about |
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| 07:58pm 22/02/2003 |
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mood:  sick music: moulin rouge soundtrack! BEST EVER!
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Well its saturday night and im not supposed to be going out... b/c im sick but my mom was sick of me complaing so she let me go out!:) gotta love her... now im sitting here waiting for katie to get here so i can leave i swear first she said she would pick me up at 7 30.... then 7 45 then i guess 8 15 8 30 who knows... it kinda bothers me but what can u do? ya know...so yea i got the sniffles, a cough, a sore throat, and a head ache... what does it sound like i have?? HmMm... im starting off break pretty good... im gonna be goin to school with a tight ass tan!! lol my mom bought me a new tanning package where karina works.. so i can go in all the nice beds:) 93.1 was there, and i went tannig while being sick... i taught dance while being sick... what a life lol haha JKJKJK!... RACHEL.... HES NOT CURCUMSIZED<~ i dont know how u spell dat but u know what i mean lol hahahahaha i talk to him today too and i asked him y hes all about ass and he yelled at me and said hes not lol... w/e i got over it just kinda funny cuz HES NOT CURCUMSIZED! hahahahahahahahaha man i crack my self up:) ne ways im gonna go and watch the Red wings game until KT gets her ass ova hea... LOVE YA! Lata |
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| 07:39pm 12/01/2003 |
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Hmm so what a weekend... i chilled with katie... and cassie !! how fun i know hehe
Friday night- went to the bowling alley with katie and jenny and rob.... didnt bowl.. we watched people play pool FUN SHIT left and went o chris's house chilled there with andrea, george, sean, sam, and a few other people... left at 11 30 got my car and came home.
saaturday night- Went out to dinner with katie... Came home . tara called and she was at reid s house so i went over there then i came home by 11:30 and i spent the night at cassies dads house went to cassies dad's... made wished in a "wishing well" actually it was a pot of water and we were throwing macaroni in there lol then watched titanic.. i dont know.. O and lets not forget jerry springer!! hell yea that was some intresting shit lol fell asleep O and at 5 am someone calls me!1 i dont know who the fuck it was but i was pissed lol
sunday- Went outto breakfast with cassie... cassie drops me off cuz she was gonna goto kevins.. ends up cming over chilld with me almost all day .. actually i jsut gt home at 7 from bein with her
Tomorrow i gotta work:( and clean my bathroom o god shoot me loll not really but u know! |
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| Stain Glass Candies, Fudge, and Wrappign christmas gifts for someone else How fun!! |
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| 03:22pm 30/12/2002 |
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well this break has been a blast !! i have been chillin with my bestest friends!! cassie, Adam, kevin, his cuz(for a day) Katie and tara!! my party gurlies!! hehe,Asia... seriously its been great!!
*Christmas was great!! i got everything i wanted plus more.. and i also got to spend time with part of the fam that i dont see very often. so ya know it was fun!! im in a cast now which kinda sucks but at least i know it will heal stupid piece of shit lol.... well the first doctor said that i fractured it !1 haha then i went to a foot and ankle doctor and he did a lot of pulling and twisting while i sat there and cried cuz it hurt soo damn bad.. then he came to the conclusion that i tore my ligiment in my foot... damn it lol its alright the cats only has to be on for 2 weeks which isnt to bad but it still sucks to have to use crutches ya know?.
*Friends- considering how " no one can stand me " i have hung out with everyone!! ya know ? like i have been with cassie for a good portion of break, ive hung out with karina, and adam and kevin, tara and katie lol we always seem to have the best time!! hehe the sweetest thing lol.... spending 26 cents for food.. and pushing me around in the cart, katie biting me and tara haha OMG its been sooo funny!...
* today- cassie caled me this morening to c if i wanted to go out to breakfast/ lunch lol so i did and we decided to go over to adams house to bug him lol succesful it was:).. i walk in and everyone is in their PJ's lol it was cute .. cleaning day for them family is coming over tonight, Judi had to cook dinner finish cleaning and then she had to wrap presents.. so i saved her time by wrapping all her presents for her!! hehe then she gave me and cassie stained glass candies WoW they r soooo good!!! then she started to give us fudge OMG it was sooooo good... very rich the good way! and so then she starts to ask if i want some milk or something to drink so she pours me some milk lol shes sooo cute i just love her!!! lolit was sooo funny!! But ne ways im kinda sick of writing lol so ill talk to u lata Buh bye !! |
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| 01:10pm 03/12/2002 |
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mood:  horny music: Letters to you.... Yes i am Obsessed lol
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Honestly how many guys do u go through till you find mr. Right? There isnt a guy in the world i dont think for me... cuz im to picky.... and even if i try not to be picky i still come accross like i am... theres one guy i like and everyone knows it... but im just afraid that other girls will get in the way of that happeneing.. i dont try to be obsessive but when i see the ugliest freshman comeing up to him hugging him with her hand on his stomach... kinda pisses me off... shes just annoying cuz honestly she doesnt get it she thinks hes just gonna drop everything to be with her, honestly i dont know about that.
Rachel and Lando .... im happy for u guys beyond belief!! and im glad that rachel chose lando and not brandon, brandon is a sweetie and all but right now i think lando is more of what u need,You need someone whos there all the time when u need someone!I LOVE U GUYS!!
I want you to know that I Miss You I Miss yOu soo......
God i love that song!!! ya know what i realized.. i get pissy 1 week before my peroid:) haha i know u guys all wnated to know that right??.. Cuz honestly im not pissy now lol im in an extreamly good mood.. besides the fact that stacey Pisha Hit my car this morning but ya know its alright cuz nothing happened to my car just a couple of scratches im not to upset about it i guess. Im getting ym car repainted in the beginning of the summer!! O JOY! ill be cruzin in my pretty blak car ahahah too bad i wont have my eclipse by then:( i decided i want a jeep for in the winters so im thinkin im gonna have my dad go to an auctiona nd get me an old County car just sio i can drive it in the winter instead of the focus! Not saying i dont LOVE my car hehehehe lol but ya know somtimes u need a More Visible color car. haha neways im bored of typing now so iLl just say my good byes!!!
Good Bye guys good bye gals lol :) |
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| 06:44am 22/11/2002 |
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| 12:16am 09/11/2002 |
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Im way to happy to explain ne thing... everything is getting better and better ... i have the best friends in the world... i got the best guy in the world!! i dont know i just love everything in life i think before i was so caught up in being someone im not and now i found who im meant to be with all the people i hang out with r the people i should be with.... today we were eating dinner at koney island and menzies asked me if they would ever see me again after i graduate... and is said no and i just wanted to cry!! im gonna miss everyone sooo much! but we made a plan... everyone is gonna drive down with me and spend a week with me and then they r gonna go back home... its gonna be the worst time in my life but ya know things n life changes but i dont want it to i want it like this FOREVER.. i know that will never happen y can everyone move with me !!! that would be amazing... but ya know i was actually thinkin about staying another year and like go to central or somthing but ya know i think that will just make it harder for me!! soo i dont know i think im just gonna leave after i graduate. OMG im crying!! ok i need a haapier subject well today we chilled at vans and me and jenna met some pretty cool people... dennis,sean, and Will they were cool lol will is going to be going to our school in a few weeks...and sean and dennis go to franklin... and they know chelsey but they arnt friends with her.. its all good tho... dennis was kinda cute he had a cute smile lol ne ways!!:) i dont know what else to talk about so im gonna go and talk to my old best hockey bud... Matty Pooh!! I LOVE U GUYS !! MUAH xoxo |
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| 09:40am 27/10/2002 |
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Well Our little click is great, Jenna,Cassie,Asia,Becca, Rachel,Alex,Eric,Menzies,Adam,Mellis, Jgamble,Nick,Chris,Lando..... We have the most fun ever!!! THE BEST PEOPLE EVER!!!! We all started hanging out with them on 9/27/2002...and havent stopped since.We of course me and jenna r the most dedicated to the group but ya know other people do have lives. lol Evert week its basicall the same thing.... we all just hang out .... haha nawww....not exactly, we have some fun of our own:) Breaking swings and chairs and lighting things on fire Ahhh yes... that includes the swing that menzies broke haha. good times good times!! Something u must know about us... we r deffinatly the most outgoing people u will ever meet. u only wish u could hang out with us! Fuck yea but only a slected few can make it in hehe there has not been a single addition to the girls group.. the BW's and then we got the guys who are the BB's haha lol enuf said! they r gay but thats y we love um ya know? there will not be ne more girls joining the group us girls r to tight to add ne more fat asses out there lol HAHAHAH sucks to be u haha well to tell u the truth im really sick of writing on this damn thing... that would be y i never write ne more!!!:) I LOVE U GUYS MUAH! |
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| 12:41am 27/10/2002 |
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mood: sad music: India Arie- can I walk with you
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I don't exactly know how i feel, confused,upset,sad, yup that explains it... i miss You! |
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| 01:07pm 24/10/2002 |
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Thank god its thursday only 1 day left!! i cant handle shit like i used to ne more.... everything is mixing teogether and i dont even know how to untangle it all it doesnt make sense to me ne more i cant handle it ! i just wanna sleep and i just wanna relax and hang out with my girls... no guys i need a guirly week!! damn... but ne ways im gonna go i luv ya buh bye |
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| 09:17pm 05/09/2002 |
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mood:  gloomy music: A Moment Like this~ Kelly Clarksons new single!:)
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Wow this year is amazing so far.. i dont know. its like last year i NEVER hung out with ne one inmy grade... but now im friends with like everyone I love it. i dont know what it is.maybe its cuz we r Juniors..... like everything is forgivin... actually i just think that the ass hole seniors r gone now we dont have them to fight over ne more.. aneven tho i love all those guys, Brian , my beer monster lol and Dave awww i miss him... i wont c him for 6 years how fuckin long is that..... damn i dont know.. im glad hes happy tho cuz thats what he wanted to do.:) its weird how this year works...... last year i Hated every class ... i hated everyone.. well not everyone but the stupid ass people who think they r better than everyone else..... and this year i LOVE my classes and the people in them, i love all my friends! and i seriously have no clue what i would do without them.....Ive realized that im gonna make my last to years in michigan totally amazing!! i cant believe i only have two years left!! I dont know..... yall better come stay with me down in flordia! it will be some CRAZY times i can tell ya that!:) im not sure if my mom and dad will be down there or not yet but u can stay with me at the dorm hehe!:) but to tell ya the truth, i dont know if i wanna wait a year and go to western or something for 1 year.. but then i dont wanna get attached to anything cuz if i do i wont wanna move.. even tho im attached to all my friends. it would just make it harder to saty one more year ya know? Maybe u dont but its hard to explain ne ways?... OMG im gonna make my self cry thinking about it.... :( wow how sad........ no more ADA, no more Walled Lake western, No more farmington western Parties, no more sleep overs with my bestest of friends ever, Rachel~ been friends for as long as i can remember, no matter what we will be friends till the end:) I love ya hunnie
Asia~ My Crazy ass black friend haha We r sooooo gonna be know as the boobie buddies for a long time to come haha I love ya hunnie no matter what happens!
Kevin~ the only guy i have ever been such good friends with, i ahve lots of guy frineds but no one i can talk to as Much as you! haha I miss our long night talking about sarah and Ryan well i dont miss the ryan part but its ok u know what i mean!:)
Karina~ me and her have been through sooo much shit its amazing that we r still friends.... even tho i dont exactly like chris ..... and i dont understand how she can be so happy with him, im happy for her, I love her always!
Becca~ The white girl who thinks she black haha:) i love ya hun and u know that, everyone knows i can get in moods u especially lol but i love u always and forever!!:)
And trust me i didnt forget u sarah i was saving the best for last!:)
Sarah~ I have no idea what i would do with out u ever!!.... i seriously dont think words can explain what u mean to me lol , cuz heres so much i wanna say but my hands will hurt if i type it all haha:) From Our secret Hand shake that has lasted Years and beyond, to twinzies and of course Taco night hehe:) wo im making my self cry!!..... uMm... I cant wait till canada!! hehe its gonna be great, i know u will be there for me through everything, u already ahve and i dont know what to do, honestly i know im not moving for another 2 years but i took so much for granted in my life.. im not gonna make that mistake again, im living every moment the way i wanna live it !! I love u babes forveer and a day and u r So0o0o0o coming to stay with me in flordia! and while im gone dont eat to many fried Pickles with out me hehe Best friends forever!! and u r the bestest sister ne one could ask for..... and yes i said sister, not mom!:)
wow im getting sappy, y do i always do that to my self, im gonna miss everyone not just the people i typed about, everyone.... wow:'( ok i gotta stop talking about it cuz seriously its making me cy and i dont need to be crying ne more, i did that enuf the other day!! and i couldnt c the next morning..... Well i dont wanna Talk about that ne more Ok Happier note!)
AMERICAN IDOL!! who won ..... O yea my favorite girl since the auditions!!! Kelly Clarkson!! hell yea shes amazing, her single comes out on Sept 16, O and also im prolly gonna be going to the Idols Live concert on oct 17 and if my dad gets me tickets Sarah i want u to come with me ok !? Im soooo excited!! when she won last night i cried for her i was soooooo happppy! it was the topic of disscussion today in every class, especially in math, me and holly dalton r Obsessed with that show and she has watched ever episode too haha we r too weird lol But ne ways seriously my hands r going numb from typing I LOEV U ALL !MUAH!!!!!!!!!! XoXo |
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| 09:29am 04/09/2002 |
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Well things r pretty weird..... I have no car now.... just the same old fuckin jimmy that i have had for a while now. I HATE IT !!! the stupid POS.... o well. daddy said that i can get a nicer car than the one i have. ne thing higher than a 1997 soooo YAY lol but last night i was crying about every single thing ever! my brother wouldnt get me a drink so i started to cry... when Kelly was singing on american Idol... i started to cry gezzz how awful is that??? yea i know im pathetic..GET OVER IT! this morning i woke up and my eyes were swollen shut!! How awful is that shit??.... i had to put ice on them this morning... my mom said that if the car i get doesnt have a sun roof.... then i can get on put in it... and i told her i could deal with that ... just as long as i like the car first and NOTHING is wrong with it... i kinda wanna lease a car. and get a deal from my cuz at his wrok.. i wonder if i can lease the alero??... that would be pretty damn cool and i woudl be soo0o0o0o happy i love that car.:) but i loved the car i Used to have but now that i dont have it i got no choice but to find a different car. last nigth i even ended up going and buying an auto trader lol but did i find ne thing that i like NOPE of course not... i wasted a whole weekend cleaning my car and it didnt do a damn thing. its liek i wasted time cleaning there car now Stupid people.... o well i would rather have a newer nicer car ya know??.... im glad we didnt call my cuz Donnie and tell him that i got a car cuz hes still looking YAY! ok well im done blabbing on about my EX car:( poor sweet pea(Cars Name) hehe i know im gay i name my cars lol o well im in class right now Aiding ... so i LOVE U GUYS!!:) |
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| 01:07pm 03/09/2002 |
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Well im at school right now.... and my car is at the car doctor:( hes getting fixed so he can be alllll better :) i cried last night cuz my daddy said he didnt liek my car and i threw my keys at him and ran away crying. theres more to the story thant hat but thats the basis.....then after he came up and said he was only kidding and he knows how much i love my car and yada yada yada... whatever
Well on friday was the craziest nigth EVER!! u got one crazy ass black girl.... my twin and rachel. but she was drioving . so its kinda hard to stick u r head out the window lol haha well me sarah and asia r laughing our asses off abotu AMERICA!! and of course BELLE TIRE!! i wonder if it was based in belle ville ya know?! ne ways ..
i got a car on friday:) my pretty Green Mazda..:) hehe well its getting fixed. ym daddy had a bow on the top of it :) :) :)
ne ways i gotta go cuz now i gotta present my project sooo BUH Bye I LOVE U !!!!!!! |
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| 07:32pm 28/08/2002 |
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O NO IM BECOMING BITCHY!!!!....... that must mean aunt flo is coming to town... but not for another 2 weeks. i just must be a bitch.. yup thats it right everyone!
i dont know y im in a bitchy mood. i just am.. besides the one thing that made me happy today is that i met the kid that has the Pic of my boobular area and i saw the picture and i dont care ne more. and people ahve come up to me saying . u ahve the most popular boobs in the school its pretty funny shit if u as me !!..... well tomorrow is our last day of school for the week thanx god! im getting sick of school althought i LOVE this year it kicks ass!!!!
YuMmMmmMMm Good fish crackers.i love goldfishes cuz there so delicious!! gone goldfishin! hehehe im out buh bye!:) |
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| 08:05pm 25/08/2002 |
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haha ok well not everyone! but a lot of people :) ne ways.... i found out someshit. doesnt make me happy ut it helped me a lot.. and also i dont quite understand y he feels that way but whatever! Julie wants to hook me up with one of Justins friends so we can double date. shes such a cutie but i dont know about me going out on a double date ... i mean i like to double date but its just weird lol O WELL!!! ill g its not biggie.
Well tomorrow i Have school....... HmM BORING! but the good news is i get to c **** ******* haha no one knows who that is hehehe its a secret!! but its not liek theres ne thing between us hes just realy cute lol..... ne ways have a 4 day weekend .. along with everyone else i do believe so if ne one wants to party give me a call!!! im gonna be with julie for at least 2 days cuz shes my girl!:) ne ways im done typing im sick of it lol so i LOVE U !:) and TodLe lOo!! Im gonna get through this !!:) |
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| 12:30pm 24/08/2002 |
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Well things r pretty fucked up lately... and i need time to figure some shit out.. i dont know how the hell to handle things.... and dont tellme just to get over them cuz its not that fuckin easy alright...
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| 09:24am 22/08/2002 |
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Well its my first full day of school... and im just sitting here cuz im an aid this hr!.... so i decided to write .. i hav an awesome schedule... its gonna be crazy lol....
Well Last night i hung out with Say Rach and Kevin. me rachel and say were planning spring break!:) YAY a nd then at the end we go bored so we decided to do some old dances. such as my sharona how fun was that :)
The i came home talked ot kevin about ryan... and everything was coming teogether!.... i decided to try my hardest to get over him... and so far its working. but lets just c how long this lasts.
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Never take for granted wat u have in ur life cuz u never kno when everything can change
It's sad b/c everyday we have spent 2gether is slowly being replaced by everyday we spend aprt
Spiteful words hurt your fellings but silence breaks your heart
You told me not to talk to you so i told myself not to cry but not talkin to you for days juss makes me wanna die
WOW how true r these! its unbelieveable!! I hate days liek this. the day when u realize that u r at a dead end and u dont wanna turn around and go back the other way so i just keep walking in the the damn dead end wall and i keep hurting my self more and more and more! i HATE THIS! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I FUCKING DID! SCREW IT ! no actually dont screw it cuz i dont wanna give up at all........ and i dont know what hes thinking . NO ONE DOES and thats y its so hard!
And the thing is I kno im not the only one who gets hurt but it feels like it ! i wish i was liek like sarah and KEvin! but i guess things dont always work out ... OBVIOUSLY! and today coudlnt be ne worse!
Girls month so if i sound bitch y u know y .... and also my friend Dave left for the air force today! i wanna die! I almost went out with the kid and he was liek my best friend ever! and now theres othing ! no good bye no ill miss u !... havent had to talk to him.. Lost hisnumber!...... and now hes gone! when he gets home he better call me. he gets to come home only a few times a year which still sucks cuz i dont only wanna live with seeing him ony once in a GREAT while! i hate doing that . i deal with it with my best friend Emily! i havent seen her in about 2 years !
I miss seeing someone i ahvent seen in liek what 2weeks .. wait i shoudl say talk to cuz i saw him we jsutdidnt say ne thing to eachother.... i dont know what happened ... everything was going soooo well! and now look! i dont know im trying to give him space but obviously i dont think thats what he needs.... Just not me!...... so i guess ill ahve to deal with shit.. sarah sid to me today
TwNkLeToEz18: I dont want you to be all upset again though... like you just told me 2 nights ago that us being together is bad for you and stuff.
AFCutie8804: well i gotta get used to bein by y slef now
TwNkLeToEz18: noooooo dont say that
AFCutie8804: sarah u and i both know nothing is gonna happen between me and ryan
AFCutie8804: he doesnt want ne thing to happen
TwNkLeToEz18: we dont know for sure
AFCutie8804: sarah he wont even call me!
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